well, due to the fact that i'm a little hurt for money right now i'm not going to be able to go to the state programing compitition.

this sux, mainly because i'm going to have to pay a $30 fee anyway.

i had to pay $300 a couple weeds ago for somthing stupid and my car insurance is due ($400) unfortunatly the $300 left me with only $50. which i didn't know so i overdrew my acount twice in one day (only $8 for gas and $2.50 for food) so that was $50 in overdraw.

and i have to go three times a week to physical therapy now. somthing that sets me back $20 a time. or $60 a week.

does god not like me?

i'm really starting to wonder.

o yeah. and it's a "team" thing. meaning the other kid, who wanted the scolarship for this shit won't be able to go. so not only have i just damned my self but i pulled some one else down with me. somthing i'm usually proud of but today it just dosn't feel as funny as it usually does.

fuck me -_-